'Cause this is my united states of whatevah!

Well, I guess this blog will be for my State trip :) so I'll update here when I've got updates on the travel :)
Nothing today but should have some soon.

Que Quowle

I know some people search the world...

Had so little to do today so I looked out the window and took som photos and then came in and took even mor photos... :P  so here's some of them :)

Just wanted you guys to see them ;)

Que Quowle 

Used

I faught
So I thought
I can't hit
I can't hurt
I said no
I said I don't want to
Couldn't do anything else

I think I was used again
But it was my fault
so I can't call it an assault

The page where I usually wright my poems doesn't want me to publish poems, 

so I put this one here, 

not the best one I've written but it was thoughts I had in my head.

Que Quowle

I was Charmed..

Went on a short stop at the library, just because... Found a book to read, as if I don't already have a lot of them to read, but well, I can't help that I love reading.

I really believe that the book can be a good book.

When I came home from the library I started the TV and got stuck on Charmed, I like that series.
I got myself a Myspace page, and for some reason I sent a friend request to Taylor Lautner, I Guess He won't accept, but well... Why would he?

I fell asleep today when I was home alone and had a really weird dream. I dreamed that I was in LA and walking in the streets, I were searching for some place, don't know which but, I saw a person that were walking alone, I ran up to him and I saw it was Taylor I asked him to walk with me and help me find the place I was searching for if he hadn't to much to do, hi smiled at me and that's when I woke up.
Hope this dream might be partially true, I really want to meet him, I'm not like the girls that scream and faint as soon as I see a celebrity, but I think, Taylor would like me anyhow, at least as a friend and at the moment that is what I want, to be Taylor Lautners friend :)

Que Quowle

Oprah

Well, looking at an old episode? of Oprah, with Taylor, Kristen and Robert.
Kriste seems really shy, so does that mean I shy people can become actors/actresses?
I really want to be an actress :)

It was a short one now, I might wright another later on but thats then ^^

She's only seventeen...

I can't continue this, 

Can't not say no, 

I really have to stand up for myself, 

if there is something I don't want to do, 

then I shouldn't do it!

Thats all I have to say right now.

Que Quowle

There's a possibility

Just a short one today, even shorter than usual...

Been home with my girl today :) been bad girls and eaten Ice cream and such but well... I't was well needed :)

Good night

Que Quowle

Maybe even then

The Au pair application is sent, now I just have to wait for the answer... I really want to go to the states but...
And before I go I need to get some money, need to get a job or something...

I don't want to be here longer than I need to... but well, I have it lovely here with Tyra and Jesper, love 'em.

Watching Eclipse again, don't know how many times I've seen it this last days, really like the movie and Taylor in it, love the lines and the action in it :) Jacob and Bellas kiss, wouldn't mind kissing any of them. He's so Hot and she's kind of cute.

Que Quowle

Miss nothing

So, my friend left me, had drunk a little to much so he passed out ( I guess), never been in this house before... so I don't know where I'm supposed to sleep, apparently in the same room as my friend but I Don't want to open every door in the house just to find him when there are others sleeping aswell...

And He makes me feel like I'm nothing... Or maybe too much... He says I'm thin as a stick, but well I'm not as thin as him and he complaines that he is fat so even if he says I'm thin, I don't believe him, but well. and he makes me so sad sometimes, I love him, and probabl will do for a long time but he... he is really good at saying the wrong things often...


Hmm... Well, I'll just wait here until the others get home 'couse we were to young to follow to the bar so I'll wait up so I might find the room I will sleep in.

Que Quowle

Eat like a pig

Well, went to a my friends, don't have had time to breath but still...
Nothing went as a planned it, I like my friends but the drink like drunks and eat like pigs...

Breaking Dawn

So I need to take some time to think about things
Like not drinking XD
I am so flirty when I'm druk XD
Love the way you lie :)

Que Quowle

"Until your heart stops beating"

Watching Eclipse, well parts of it anyways, think I'll look at the whole movie tonight, but not right now, to much on tv :)

Been to two work interviews today, didn't feel like it went so well, never know what I'm going to say to people even though my friends complains about me being Politically correct, always saying what people want to hear.

well more updates later on this evening/night.

Que Quowle