Hittat, Found

Found this (hittade denna)
In my mothers notebook (i min moders skrivblock)
Swedish and I can't find any way to translate it to be real good in english.

Jag sa till mitt hjärta:
- Du får ej bulta så, för han kan höra och sluta hälsa på.
Jag hörde mitt hjärta svara:
- Var gång han är din gäst så hörs jag ej, ty hans, det bultar mest

I thought we were friends
That we'd allways be there
For eachother
But where are we now

Not speaking
Not meeting
Not beeing

I still love you
I still need you
And it hurts
That you left me
Like everyone else

26

I haven't known you for long
I might not know you at all
I know I want you in my life
I know you are my soul

25

It was never meant to hurt you
I couldn't live in pain
It hurts me when I see you
You live your life in pain

24

Missing you so much
I see you crying there
In the rain where noone sees you
You're always in a mood
and even if the rains gone
You're crying in your heart

23

I will never be fine
Neither will you
'cause in your heart you know
It was always me and you

22

I'm writing this to you
From heaven?
Who can tell?
I have left the earth now
You were kissing her as well

21

The right or the wrong choice
It's to late to tell
I gave you my feelings
All you gave me was hell

(off topic)

20

Singing a song now
My angel on earth
My funerals  on now
And she's giving birth

19

You make my life heaven
You make my life hell
I can't stand this no longer
I bid you farewell

18

See me
Hear me
Now and forever
I'm leaving you now
I'm going to heaven

17

Screwing yourself up
Fuck with your head
The first willing girl
You take her to bed

16

Even if you hate me
Even when I leave
You'll stay in my heart
And always in my dream

15

I will always listen
When I'm gone as well
Finding your secrets
Telling you mine
Wrong from the star?
"Of course not" I say

14

Your eyes show me heaven
Your touch do as well
Your eyes they are sad thou
I never know why
Please tell me your story
all 'bout yourself

13

You knew how I saw you
You knew how I felt
Putting my gard down
My life's gone to hell

Feelings

Obetydlig
Bortglömd
Utstött
Bortslängd
Osynlig
Utdömd

Insignificant
Forgotten
Outcast
Wasted
Invisible
Condemned

12

Forever and ever
Will nevr wake up
A mistake made from my side
and your side as well

11

Sing me a lovesong
A soft lullaby
I'm cutting my wrist up
And saying goodbye

10

Without you I'm hurting
With you I'm sad
You talk about them
You're driving me mad

9

Like me you're in darkness
Like me you're in pain
That's everyones burden
That's nobody sain

8

Sellig her body
Buying her time
You don't want to do this
You're just alone

Thought

Thought that I knew you
Thought you were my friend
Thought that you liked me
That our friendship had no end

7

Somehow I see you
Somehow I know
This is not you
This is not me
Can it never be we?

6

Fuck all the Wannabes
And fuck all the whores
I'm regular
And I'm never yours

Jonte

Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for being my friend
I know we haven't talk to much
But I know we have good fun

5

Save me from the darkness
Show me the light
Listen to me
I listen to you