I feel you

I still feel your lips against my lips
I still feel you tongue playing with mine
I still feel your mouth against my neck
My skin
The way you arouse me
You don't have to be near
'cause when I close my eyes
I can still feel your body next to mine.

I'll wait.

I found this lovely boy
I wanted him close all the time
I wanted to be held by him
Not just for one night
But for all of my life
But he was hurt
He didn't know what to do
But I'll wait

I'll wait all my life for you!

I Fell

I fell For you
I fell in love with you
I'll wait for you
Because this is right

Staring

Staring at the table
hearing you talk
can't even look at you
can't even breath

Want to run away
want to be free
you make me hurt inside
I am nothing

Que Quowle

To see

To hate for what you've done
To love for what I lost
To see for what I am
To give for what I'm worth

I lost the one for me
I never had him here
He gave me what I need
His hate it cut me deep

Then you came along
First didn't see it was you
You held me tight and always
Never knew love until I found you

Que Quowle

Sadness

Okay so it seems like I won't be going to go to america after all, that is a bit sad, but maybe then now I can find a husband and start a family, even though I would love to have a job to... searching franticly (spelling?) ah well.. someone knows anything I can apply to?

Think I acctually might redo this blog sort of.. use it for my poems.. might be interesting.
But I will start that another post if that will be..

Que Quowle.

7th Heaven

Well now I have som updates on my trip to the US.

I won't be able to go for another year or so.. 

That have brought me dow quite a bit, but well thats life

So I'm comforting myself with a lot of 7th heaven episodes. 

Soon I've seen all the seasons, I'm on the last one right now :)

Going to give more updates later on as the year passes, but so long för now.

Que Quowle.